So, I can't fall asleep. I am sad that another boy has hurt me. We've gone on dates, and he is really cute. But he has not made me feel special. No " you look pretty tonight" or little signs that he cares. This is the second time I have called him and he has not answered, but texts later that he was with his friends. So I told him that I want to feel special and he is either clueless or a jerk. No response and again I am alone. Now I am listening to this song repeatedly to help me go to sleep. I recommend you download "by your side" by tenth avenue north. It is a really good song. Why am I looking for love? Is God not enough?? I feel like I hurt God by not acknowledging that He loves me. Thank you God for loving me! I do not have to be sad because I am alone. I am not alone! =)
lyrics:
Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run
And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you
Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life
Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go
